and life goes on...

Dear crush, you make me feel butterflies. I would have never imagined that I would have ended up liking you. I had seen you around and talked to you. I had talked to you about personal things and I had trusted you, excuse me i still trust you.

I know that you like me and I do like you. That day we hung out made me feel so happy. The entire day was great! Just like you, I did not want to go home either. It was funny how we just acted stupid as if we didn’t know where i lived just so we could spend more time together. 

While we were in your car, you made me think of a lot of things. You made it clear to me that we would not work out. You said that I have already found my dream guy, my snickers. Unfortunately, that is when you dropped the ball. I had felt a connection, we were so much a like, actually we still are. But when you said that, you hit me with a reality check. I had never thought about that until you told me. However, regardless of the fact that you made me feel bad for not seeing a future with me, you were honest. It was sweet, it was sincere. I feel now, as if I can really trust you. You’re not just a good guy, you’re a great guy. And thank you for enjoying my hugs haha! If only one day…

- Jess